oohhhh is late in e nite...
pitch black and dead silent..
juz me and e comp while e rest is aslp..
this is e best time to be alone..
to bloggggggggg!!

hahaha!!

it is usually at this hr i will sit down n reflect wad has happen..
both significant and inmaterial ones..
heh heh..

juz me n God!

demo course kick off a few weeks back..
actually last week..
an 8-week course tt is pretty packed!
morning would be havin lessons in e comp lab..
there is a software tt u can learn n know everything u needa know abt demo..
haha!!
den come afternoon is more on practical!
we have all e dummy explosives and strings tt suppose to resemble e real things..
still quite cool..
ahhahaa!!

our instructor is a pretty old fella :P
but nonetheless full of experience and knowledge tt wishes to impart everything to us.
he wishes tt we will question n challenge him but none bother.. haha!!
he sets high standards for us and tt like kinda pressure us alot.. ahha!!

live firing was an eye-opener!
real life explosives!!!!!
we lay e charges and ignite it..
u ever felt e earth shook???
u ever heard of a noise so loud tt even ppl at 15 blocks away can still hear u clearly??
hahahaa!!

well so much for demo course!
now heading to e next course: boatman!!!
should be fun..

mama's day came and celebrated wif my mum by treating her to a buffet steamboat!
since im earning muz as wel give her some extra $$!
haha!! how filial am i..
its always nice to spend time wif her..
she comes from taiwan and is all alone in sg..
nt much frenz though..
after all there isnt much frenz u can make since everyone is out there from themselves accordin to her..
haha!!
she should come to church but den again she has her own reasons!
spoke to her whether she allows me to get baptise!
BAPTISE!
a number of times in e past when i bring this up she would nt allow.
say is gd enuff to be a christian and dun have to go such extreme..
extreme??
so was like playing wif fire again..
and she replied...
'SURE! u r old enuff.. u know wad to do'
'juz remember to behave and act like a gd christian and get a christian partner!, if nt end up like me n ur dad!'
hahaha!!

yyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

and we spoke abt my future after NS..
where to study next..
and she say dad has already plan for me to go aussie to study..
was thinkin of poly since its a much cheaper alternative..
but she say dad is rich!
ahhaha!!

nothing is for sure but this is wad it is for now.

after teens had a little chat wif dennis..
met him outside before leaving and had a heart to heart chat..
since its like we rarely get to speak to each other.
nice chap..
after yrs in this business can safely say he has really learn and gain a whole lot of experience in leadin youths.
spoke and encourage me abt my NS and life.
shared wif him some of my views and ideas in regards of my life and church and God.
gd session though.

went to do some physical training wif Glen.
was kinda surprise by my timing for 2.4km run.
haha..
i needa train more to do better..
anyway my timing was by far e best..
but nt gd enuff for a commando..
ahaha!!

a word of advice to u ppl out there who are thinkin u r suffering:
all suffering will come to an end, so juz do ur best!

i really wish i can quickly settle down..
as in get my red beret...
but still long way to go..

there are times tt are so slack tt u will love army..
there are times tt are so tough tt makes u curse and swear..
there are times tt are so worn-out mentally tt u will wanna slp as much as u like..
there are times tt are so physically drained tt u wanna lay on ur bed whole day..
there are times tt are so spritually dry tt u wanna come back to Lord again n again..
there are times tt are so emotionally turned tt u wanna be alone and nt be bothered..
there are times tt are hyped-up tt u think u can take on e whole world..
hahaha..


''Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice''

nitez =)